It's an EDM song I probably heard on the local EDM station or something and a peice of the chorus goes something like this:
"I’d rather keep it a secret, keep on falling to pieces..."
I found a website that was some kind of fanfic or something that seemed to have the lyrics integrated into the story. I think most of these are the lyrics from the song, but I'm not certain, like "trying to figure out a way to tell you but I’m tongue tied" matches what I recall:
I’m desperately trying to keep my feelings to myself. A secret like this is only going to cause a mess. It’s 5am and I can’t get you off of my mind…trying to figure out a way to tell you but I’m tongue tied. I’m just so scared you’re going to look me in the eyes and find out what I’m like. I’d rather keep it a secret…keep on falling to pieces…instead of risking it all but all it’s going to do is hurt and it’s going to make it worse. It’s so much easier to hide it behind my eyes and if I keep my feelings at a distance you won’t ever know
I've tried to use my Google skills to find this song so many times, but nothing! Please help!