Who Me Too'd this topic

Hello I have Spotify premium (not family or student) and I can't login to it anymore! Not on computer nor on mobile app. 

I needed to connect it to my discord earlier but I quickly figured out I did not know my log in. Now I know my password since I use the same for literally everything I use, but I didn't know what Gmail adress nor username i was using again. I decided to check in my app but my name was only showing a bunch of numbers. 

Unfortunately I hit log out in the process. 

I attempted to ask a friend for my username (we share playlists) and I filled in the code along with my pass. Didn't work. 

I went with the option to get back the password by filling in the Gmail adresses. Turns out none of mine are in use??? 

Lastly I checked Facebook. Yes I am indeed connected, but attempting to log in using the same details, just creates me yet another Spotify account! Which I had to make in order to use this forum. 

So, I have an account I can't log onto yet I will pay for every month. 

I can only show the username, that I am indeed paying for this and that Spotify with its user ID is connected to my Facebook account.

Is there any way to retrieve my account or to cancel this membership?